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11-02-2006

Well, I hope everyone had a fun Halloween. Some friends and I drank some pineapple rum and wandered around giggling, then attempted to play D&D which caused more giggling and random falling down/flailing. (We ended up throwing handfuls of plastic doubloons around the room.)

Been feeling extra lonely in the last few weeks.. I'm getting tired of just being the perpetual friend, I really need somebody to show affection to and have it returned.. I put a lot of effort into taking care of people's feelings and as a result I'm 'nice' or 'sweet', but nothing more then that.

If I want to have a real relationship with someone from the internet, I'm a stalker, or a weirdo, when really I just crave interaction, affection, discussion, the chance to be close to someone I care about and to give them the same.

If I want to have a real relationship with someone IRL, then I'm a geek in a school of fashion designers, where your clothes come before who you are and what you think. Or in Portland, where most people wear a thick shield of apathy, and you have to be forceful if you want a chance to know who somebody actually is. Or in the college party scene, where most things are shallow or destructive..

*Sigh* Just lonely and frustrated.. Feeling kind of old too. (Silly, yeah, but I do.)

...Err anyways, sorry for the venting.

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